Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Biding my time...an ode to CDFO y EAC


My Bday is in less than 19 days. Yeah! I cannot wait to have some grown-up fun. Time has really flown by. I still have a lot of things to plan before next October. A visit to see Erica, welcoming Chelsea home from Chile. Saving money, finding a new job, and a place to live in Minneapolis(near-ma'-dear Erica).

All of this has gotten me thinking and remembering what it was like to live on my own. Paying bills is stressful, and not being around my babies will be hard. I just can't help remembering all the boring and completely random things that went on when Chelsea and I lived together. In my opinion we are pretty compatible roommates. We never seem to understand what the other one is saying, we both love foreigner, and we are both cheap(and prepared to live in le ghetto). Not to mention that any weirdness won't be a surprise. I just hope that I can get my game together so that we can weird each other out on a daily basis again. AND I miss seeing/weirding Erica out on a daily basis, as well. Basically I want my friends back. I am not choosing my friends over my babies, it's just that the time has come for me to move (on?). I have to accept the fact that I am not their mother and that I can't be with them forever and always.



And, I have not found my cat. But I have not given up hope that I will never see her again.